i've been dying to tell you..

dressed_ll_kill @ 2005-10-28T01:07:00

2005-10-28T05:07:52Z

goodbye LJ.

dressed_ll_kill @ 2005-10-21T02:43:00

2005-10-21T06:44:37Z

i need a halloween costume ASAP.. help me out, throw me some ideas

dressed_ll_kill @ 2005-10-16T17:24:00

2005-10-16T21:28:24Z

i need a car.

dressed_ll_kill @ 2005-10-02T11:37:00

2005-10-02T15:39:33Z

I'm missing your laugh, how did it break?
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as your pretending.
I'm cuddling close to blankets and sheets,
and I am alone, in my defeat.
I wish I knew you were safely at home.
I'm missing your bed, I never sleep.
Avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak..

Well as for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs,
and sit alone and wonder,
how your making out..

dressed_ll_kill @ 2005-09-26T15:32:00

2005-09-26T19:34:41Z

Saturday night was quite possibly one of the best nights of my life. i could not have asked for a better birthday party, and i want to thank all my closest friends for making it what is was!

dressed_ll_kill @ 2005-09-19T09:31:00

2005-09-19T13:32:38Z

guess who's 21..

free "nano" ipod

2005-09-14T13:42:13Z

http://ipodnanos.freepay.com/?r=22338152

dressed_ll_kill @ 2005-09-12T09:37:00

2005-09-12T13:37:29Z

wake me up when september ends..

everything is a mess right now :-/

dressed_ll_kill @ 2005-09-07T16:43:00

2005-09-07T20:41:52Z

I apologize to you if I don't seem real eager to jump into a forced awkward intimate situation that people like to call dating. I don't like the feeling. You're sitting there, you're wondering do I have food on my face, am I eating, am I talking too much, are they talking enough, am I interested I'm not really interested, should I play like I'm interested but I'm not that interested but I think she might be interested but do I want to be interested but now she's not interested? So all of the sudden I'm getting, I'm starting to get interested... And when am I supposed to kiss her? Do I have to wait for the door cause then it's awkward, it's like well goodnight. Do you do like that ass-out hug? Where you like, you hug each other like this and your ass sticks out cause you're trying not to get too close or do you just go right in and kiss them on the lips or don't kiss them at all? It's very difficult trying to read the situation. And all the while you're just really wondering are we gonna get hopped up enough to make some bad decisions? Perhaps play a little game called "just the tip". Just for a second, just to see how it feels. Or, ouch, ouch you're on my hair.

dressed_ll_kill @ 2005-09-01T08:06:00

2005-09-01T12:09:52Z

this is very unexpected.

dressed_ll_kill @ 2005-08-29T21:19:00

2005-08-30T01:19:19Z

so i come home tonight and look what i have waiting for me on the kitchen floor! a brand new puppy :-)

dressed_ll_kill @ 2005-08-24T22:44:00

2005-08-25T02:43:23Z

COMEBACK KID WAS AMAZING.

dressed_ll_kill @ 2005-08-19T00:58:00

2005-08-19T05:04:45Z

the show tonight was fucking awesome, eventhough we missed scary kids because of someone :-p. i am avalanche was suprisingly good and evergreen terrace played a lot of songs off their first album (fuck yea!). i was right up against the stage while silverstein was playing and elbowed some girl in the back of her head haha. it was the best show i've ever been to (seriously).

lp took some pics for me..

hiyoo!!

2005-08-18T08:49:14Z

my pool + parrot bay and lots of yuengling + party pellegrino = crazy

dressed_ll_kill @ 2005-08-13T12:53:00

2005-08-13T17:03:45Z

only haters talk shit.

dressed_ll_kill @ 2005-08-12T01:41:00

2005-08-12T05:44:25Z

I can see it in your eyes.
You're broken down; your hands are tied.
I can feel it in my side.
Over and over and over I've tried.

a million thoughts echo throughout my mind at the moment. i really don't know what the future holds, but i do know that i want you to be my Rachel.

idon'tknowwhattothink.

2005-08-09T02:31:15Z

so what.

dressed_ll_kill @ 2005-08-08T03:09:00

2005-08-08T07:11:02Z

i've seen wedding crashers six times.

dressed_ll_kill @ 2005-07-27T03:00:00

2005-07-27T07:02:05Z

i love being able to do w/e i want. i love hanging out with my friends all the time. i love meeting new people just about every night. i love this summer.

dressed_ll_kill @ 2005-07-25T02:51:00

2005-07-25T06:52:20Z

how fun was jay's party? seriously.

dressed_ll_kill @ 2005-07-23T01:30:00

2005-07-23T05:45:04Z

Thirty things that make me happy, (in no order).

1. my friends
2. wawa lemonade tea
3. OC beach
4. going out to the movies
5. listening to music in my car really loud and singing along
6. kissing
7. clothes shopping
8. late night cell phone calls/texts
9. waiting to see what tommorrow brings
10. air conditioning in the summer
11. swimming in my pool at night
12. new music
13. beating the piss out of my car
14. the shore at night
15. feeling comfortable with someone i just met
16. the thought of leaving NJ
17. getting to know my cousin
18. christmas/b-day gifts
19. going to the point diner at 2am
20. going to the water park in wildwood
21. jay's party
22. fastpitch on the boardwalk
23. mac&mancos
24. reciting phrases from funny movies
25. my new cable modem
26. moving on
27. a 6pack of yuengling
28. circle of death
29. girl friends
30. npn and pnp nights

she just eye fucked the shit outta me.

2005-07-20T21:17:02Z

wedding crashers is now up there on my best movie list right next to anchorman. i'm going to see it again asap. i had some coldstone ice cream last night, it was good but maggie moo's in wildwood is definately better.

dressed_ll_kill @ 2005-07-19T00:04:00

2005-07-19T04:05:18Z

goal = 5

dressed_ll_kill @ 2005-07-17T12:49:00

2005-07-17T16:56:39Z

me, bob, and nick went to raging waters in wildwood yesterday. it was soo much fun and it reminded me of how i used to go all the time when i was little. we definately plan on going back before the summer is up and want to get a group of people to go. we also are planning a camping trip (for like 3 days) next month which will be most enjoyable. i saw charlie and the chocolate factory friday night. johnny depp is an amazing actor but the movie did not even compare to the first one. the ending ruined the whole movie.

dressed_ll_kill @ 2005-07-14T01:36:00

2005-07-14T05:38:45Z

should i get plugs, yes or no? i was supposed to get my ears tapered tonight but Lady Luck didn't have two earrings the same size. he said he can taper them down to a 6 gauge [wow that would hurt], but i would be stuck wearing hoops for like 4-6 weeks.